I guess it means something when my heart skips a beat on learning about a piece of news related to her.

Perhaps as I told some people before, I don't think I can just change camps like that. Or the thought of giving up hasn't crossed my mind yet. Sure there have been many problems along the way. Sure I contemplated giving everything up. But never seriously. I won't be able to do it.

After so long. I've always thought I've been able to put this aside. But I guess this reaction of mine proved it's not that easy. Unless she gives up, I don't think I'll give up on her. Ever.