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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

It's finally out!! [逆光] 2007.2.28 首播.

and Singapore is the first to 首播!! Yay! 22 more days to the release. I like the feel of this song. Don't you dare start to say I'll like all. Some songs take time to grow on you, like 我的爱. When I first heard it, I was like.... wth?! Haha. I think 逆光 is somewhat different from her usual ballads. It's stronger and has more character. The lyrics may show otherwise but from first sound, it's like she's trying to act strong after a break up. I don't know. And it's so difficult to sing can?!?! She simply lurves to 'turn here and there' (转来转去)...

也许我一直害怕有答案
也许爱轻轻在风里打转
离开释怀 很短长又重来
有时候自问自答

我不要困难把我们击散
我责备自己那么不勇敢
遗憾没有报答
拥抱过还是害怕
用力推开你或依然留下

有一束光 那瞬间 是什么痛得刺眼
你的视线 去谅解 为什么舍不得信念
我逆着光却看见

那是泪光 那力量 我不想再去抵挡
面对希望 逆着光 感觉爱存在的地方
一直就在我身旁

我以为我能后退 反复证明
这份爱 有多不对 背对着你如此漆黑
有种疲惫 挣开眼打开窗
才发现你就是光芒

-逆光 . 孙燕姿


the seeker. 3:15 PM




I don't know what to say about myself. Disgusted. I can't believe it. Whatever. I'm a lazy arse who finds excuses for everything. Freak. What the hell. I don't even care.


the seeker. 12:29 AM



Tuesday, February 27, 2007

I don't know what to say. It's so creepy. I thought of something bad happening to her in egypt and wham, she was threatened by triads till the Singapore embassy had to be called in. This shows that numbers do not necessarily mean strength. I hope she didn't get a huge scare. I mean, there's no need to worry about her being safe or not. Just how affected she and her family was/is. May sun ma not get such a shock that all her hair drops off and becomes like sun pa. May sun pa's pate not become totally shiny in one night. May ahzi continue to stand firm.

I should only think of happy things happening to her from now on.


the seeker. 2:38 AM



Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Happy CNY!

I haven't been here for some time and one year has passed already! It's amazing how quick time flies when you're enjoying yourself. I've been busy collecting ang baos before I get too old and feel paiseh receiving them. There must be a time when people stop giving you because you're simply too old right? Or rather, after I start work, do I still receive them? I don't want to start work unless it's something fun! That is SO naive.

I've been gorging myself on pineapple tarts. Lovely pineapple tarts! Pineapple tarts are THE cny goodies. Bak kwa, love letters are all secondary. Pineapple tarts are a MUST! It just doesn't feel like CNY without them. But I have to diet. I've eaten so much junk food, I think I can't touch oil for the rest of the year. That's it. I'll be like ruixi in hanakimi! Hahaha.

Ok, I'm getting random and it's not a good sign. This means I do not know how to end! My english teacher will be so disappointed with me. Haha. Happy CNY to all!


the seeker. 12:06 PM



Wednesday, February 07, 2007

It still feels as good as before. Makes my day great..

I met up with jt and pw at clementi after their papers and then proceeded to our fabulous airport to fetch her. I'm always happy going to the airport. Somehow makes me feel very proud of it. haha. So anyway, when the rest arrived, we refused to take out our stuff from our bags cos we did't wanna sia-sui ourselves if we failed again. haha. But when we saw her father, we knew we would succeed. haha... She appeared quite late this time. Usually she'll be one of the first few but this time, a lot of pple came out already before her. twl said she was wearing pink so we were all looking out for her.

Suddenly, I saw this person with a pink scarf with a trolley, digging for her phone near the customs. imagine! we were outside waiting and I spotted her near the customs. haha.. but no phone call to her father yet cos I kept spying on both of them. hahaaha... until..... she finally found her phone and called her dad. It's so hilarious. Picture that image. You see both the caller and the receiver.. hahaha...

So anyway, when she came out, no one appeared to wave to her.. So I waved lor... then she smile back... haha.. think chairmeh did so too.. I didn't know what the rest did cos I was busy taking out the photos from the envelope to let her sign. When I turned around to let her sign the photos, she was right in front of me. She simply loves to give me a shock appearing suddenly in front of me. So anyway, eileen went to block pw while I let her sign pw's photo. She asked whose bday was it and suddenly the 'sea' parted, revealing pw.. hahha.. pw got a shock sia... so shy.. haha! Auntie really dunno how to hold photos one lor.. now i got her fingerprints all over my nice glossy photo with her. HAHHAHA. she signed and signed and signed... and complained how come got so many stuff. Haha.

she: "I never see you all for very long meh?"
us: "YAA... very longgg"
she: "Really meh.. I thot it was like what, one month ago only?"
us (os): "very long le lorrr..."

chairmeh went to ask her if she ate the cakes lala gave her. lala was soo afraid they'd melt. haha... she saw our flowers too! I was asking her abt them cos chairmeh asked if she was surprised to see us at the she concert. and she was like 'YA!!'.. ask her 'happy to see us?', she replied with an empathetic 'YESSS'. She was amazed by the flowers also and equally amazed that ours was beside hers. HAHAHHAHA. dum dee dum...

I wanna say sorry to chairmeh!! If his book was above mine, his will get signed instead! Cos she was so distracted by her jaundiced picture, she continued to sign on mine (with my name) and it also gave her time to realise that the book wasn't official. So after drawing one stroke on chairmeh's book, she said cannot sign. maybe cos her manager was there (who was SUPER friendly by the way.. ask ps!!). And I also didn't help him ask abt the photo, forcing him to ask himself. sooo sorry!!!

Fast forward to after her 'auto session'. Jt asked her if she saw our video for the xmas cookies then she was like sooooooooooooooo paiseh and said 'i really can't remember lehh'... hahhaa.... the way she looked at her father and grabbed her father for help was so cute! hahha. We also kindly reminded her to persuade twl and kee to marry.. MUAHAHHA. So funny...

And when she was leaving, jt told her not to miss us and she said she'll try! HAHAHHAHA. SOOO HIGH LORR... luckily amanda heard it. I even told her that we'll be giving up on her liao! She kept going like 'thank you', 'thank you' even when we were all saying we wont wait for her album and stuff. hahah...

Oh ya... I won't be meeting her in tw le bah.. She said end of march!! Boohooo.... Oh well, hopefully her promo in sg will be AFTER my exams. Haha.

AMAZING.

not amazing that I saw cheng xi (yes, ma lu in bai wan bao) twice in a day. first when i was going out of school with ali, and they're friends... second when i was going home. duh...

amazing that she had the amazed look so many times on her face yesterday.

amazing that peace is in the air.

amazing that cny is coming!!


the seeker. 1:33 PM