Hallo,

Sava's over and it didn't turn out well. I'm glad the guys got 2nd, beating PNP which was cool. But it wasn't cool losing out on the mixed. I wonder if I had taken rach's suggestions, would things have been different? But I wanted everyone to have a chance to paddle. People say winning isn't everything but I wonder. Oh well. At least sava's outta the way now. We can start to train properly again with our super small team (if there is one in the first place). I've no intention to train anytime now. I just wanna stay on LAND if you get wad I mean. Haha. Oh well.

Think about happier stuff! Ahzi's album is finally released today! Yay!! After the delay and waiting for another 4 days, it's finally out. But only the usual version. The deluxe is DELAYED yet again till this friday. Still thinking of whether to buy the deluxe version. If it's the same as TW's, then I dun think I'll buy it. It's like $55.90 which is more expensive then my TW version la... and I'm totally broke already. ok, maybe not yet but soon, when October ends. We calculated today that we'll probably spend close to $400 on her these few months because of her album and gcma. omg. I probably have to chew on white bread for like one month. But this is my choice ma... Haha... So I have to live with it.

Went out with fc pple today. Felt quite good. At least I din feel any pressure or stuff. I could just go out, talk, and not think about anything. It's good being on land. It's good just hanging out. It's good not thinking that I still have to rush off somewhere to sweat it out. It's really good. But hopefully I'll be back. soon. I just need a short rest. 休息是为了走更长远的路. I want to go far. So I need a rest. Haha.

I'll be back! (but it's over for now.)

tip of the day: mooncake festival does not equate to dragonboat festival! haha.