Leave. Me. Alone. I am who I am.

2010-02-08T10:10:00.003+08:00

Just came back from HK yesterday or perhaps more like this morning at 1am so I'm still hung over from the trip and not in the exact mood to work. Haha.This probably will go nowhere and just end up as 'another of my ramblings'.It was a great trip, not so much of the shopping (yes I did succumb and buy 2 pairs of shoes and yes I did buy 2 pairs of jeans), nor the eating (興記's 燒鴨腿湯河 is nice...).I

2009-10-08T14:57:00.003+08:00

人生一定要看到終點才能往前嗎?因為前方模糊就無法踏出去?事情不合本意便隨意放棄這就叫作生活?站在十字路口是往左,往右還是裹足不前選擇就是新的開始放下從前哀傷勇敢迎接未來人生的未知數綻放生命無限光芒世界殘缺,才完美殘缺,而或不可卻

2009-09-28T22:27:00.002+08:00

Singaporean pop singer Stefanie Sun rolled out her own fashion collection - 'Yanzi for the Carnaby' - in Beijing on Friday, according to Xinhuanet.com.A catwalk show on Friday night displayed cutting-edge, innovative fashion designs, featuring classic black, white and grey hues, from the pop diva's collection. The fashion icon said she has drawn inspiration from the many costumes she has donned

2009-09-18T16:01:00.002+08:00

彷彿獨自抵抗集體暴力的美學殿堂逆著風刀走過暴雨的街在兩排燈火鼎盛的咖啡店逆著河流試著躍過石岩在水氣裡擴散一點倔強的血迎向練習場的箭在一串靶的中間逆著冷言走過譁然的夜在總是期待誰跌落的這世間逆著假象試著閉上心田在總是習慣複製似曾相識的臉相信新聞和表面相信多數和謊言這就是我們拉不下臉相信的世界背叛世俗和虛偽背叛諂媚和積非是我僅提供的表演唐吉軻德的傻勁包圍知道嗎？乾淨的就不是人世間無論有多少嘲笑的眼我就算死也要死於自己的信念誰都沒有權力能支配我一生一趟忠於自己的表演無論有多少清高的嘴我會重生在粗暴讚頌中的美-包圍.蘇打綠

2009-03-15T19:13:00.003+08:00

大家好啊今天是3月15日,星期天大家应该是放假的放假,睡觉的在睡觉吧而我还在我最熟悉却又最不想待的地方最近的6个月还真不是盖的最近的1年唯一的回忆/记忆就是fyp吵也吵过了气也气过了有些,哭也哭过了但在一片黑暗之中我们也渐渐看到了曙光~有一束光那瞬间是什么痛得刺眼~哈哈明天会更好相信那曾是我们很多人的motto吧很谢谢一路包容我的任性与废话的团队,曾帮过moment studios的所有人,突然放弃的M先生 (教了我们一些做人的道理)也要谢常听我发牢骚的人,一起在剪接室打拼的人,常常帮我买饭的人,把我视为朋友向我诉苦的人哈哈还有好多好多总之如果没有你们这一年我应该会很痛苦因为有你们这一年虽然辛苦但也还蛮快乐的 (大部分啦)哈哈谢谢咯~

2009-03-08T20:08:00.002+08:00

Do I really want to continue being what others think I am? Or do I try to find out who I really am, what I really want to do, or what I actually am capable of doing?Dreams are just dreams. What do I really want to do and can do? Can the other more confident me step out?

2009-02-12T16:51:00.002+08:00

Wow, it's been a long time. Haha. I was just reading through some of my past entries and it brought many memories back. How we would use our blogs to communicate some of our ideas to each other, how we would write rubbish down.. But luckily for that, I remembered some events which I had totally forgotten about.Oh well, I'm in SCHOOL at my 2nd home, basically editing. haha. I got a bit bored and

2008-09-10T00:43:00.003+08:00

I guess it means something when my heart skips a beat on learning about a piece of news related to her. Perhaps as I told some people before, I don't think I can just change camps like that. Or the thought of giving up hasn't crossed my mind yet. Sure there have been many problems along the way. Sure I contemplated giving everything up. But never seriously. I won't be able to do it.After so long.

2008-07-24T10:40:00.002+08:00

7月23日auntie又老了一岁都已经30岁了超老的.跟了她7年应该还会继续吧程度上也许会变但只要她不放弃我想我也不会可是!!!!!总不能在生日那天乘我们不注意时就drop a bombshell on us这样一来我们是否要迈向歌台发展哈哈开玩笑的真不能想象她这次的表演会是怎样应该蛮新鲜的甚至可以说是非常奇特的合作吧天啊算了谁叫她是auntie一个非常有主见的auntie虽然有时思想有点...但既然挺她就该挺到底吧期待着...

2008-05-15T00:54:00.004+08:00

What a hectic day it was today (strictly speaking, yesterday).J's on mc so basically it was only me and w. But then again, I was pretty much left on my own because I would feel much more at ease if I completed the work myself. I probably would have to waste more time and effort explaining the task and I simply did not have the time to do that with people breathing down my neck wanting back their

2008-05-12T23:34:00.002+08:00

This is a super random post.I've forgotten what's it like to really enjoy your food and not care about how much calories there are. Not like I really do count them BUT I still feel a slight twinge of guilt at times...Last Friday reminded me of the happy times when calories meant zilch. Those were the days. Hahaha. After gym (yes, ironically), felicia and I were deciding where to have our dinner

2008-05-01T23:07:00.002+08:00

嗯好久没来了不好意思哦一转眼已过了两个月天啊怎么这么快再多一个半月实习也将结束了唉现在不想去想这些好好享受剩下的日子吧最近的我没在运动只在增肥一直忙于拍摄、剪接感觉已快卸下原本AP的工作改成当shoot的AP和当TP但也蛮享受的哈谢谢那些给我机会的同事们4月的我忙碌但快活5月的我要积极减肥加油加油加油！

2008-03-08T00:04:00.002+08:00

After much deliberation by the jury, the court has decided to sentence Ms Ali Lim to treat the jury to as many meals as they deem fit, with a minimum of 5 meals.The court's decision is final.No appeal nor bail is allowed.Court dismissed.

2008-03-05T23:41:00.002+08:00

The verdict is out.The jury unanimously came to a conclusion.Defendant number 1, Ms Goh is found guilty of covering up the truth and is hereby sentenced to treat the poor victims to at least 2 meals.Partner-in-crime, Ms Thong is found guilty of masterminding the cover up and is hereby sentenced to treat the poor victims to at least 3 meals. She is, however, permitted to leave the country this

2008-03-01T01:40:00.003+08:00

Once in four years.February 29.2008.Happy, MORTIFIED, Tired, SHOCKEDall rolled into one.What a day.Most popular phrase of the day: "什么?!?!?!?!"

2008-02-22T01:04:00.003+08:00

大家好最近刚发现有些我从没料到的人也会来这. 所以... A big shoutout to you all! 不好意思也太久没来了没什么借口可说就是一个字 - 懒哈哈但我现在也还是很懒也有点捆下次吧我想分享的有很多到时再聊咯晚安！

2008-02-07T00:08:00.000+08:00

Hallo,It's been some time. I've been 'busy' with work and attempting to maximise my nights 'socialising'. By the time I reach home, I'm usually too sleepy or too lazy to switch on my laptop. And I don't have time or guts to log on in office. I do serious stuff in work okayyyyy... hahahahaha. I went out on a mini-shoot last week and I was only informed a few hours before ETD so I didn't even have

2008-01-19T23:50:00.000+08:00

谁爱得太自由谁过头太远了谁要走我的心谁忘了那就是承诺谁自顾自的走谁忘了看着我谁让爱变沉重谁忘了要给你温柔

2008-01-08T23:10:00.000+08:00

大家好。不好意思，太久没上来了。最近比较忙也不算很忙只是没时间上网update算一算也已过了一个月去了北京生了差不多三个礼拜的病拍了一些东西过了一个'悠闲'的圣诞节看了近6小时的倒数节目朋友一个个的离开新加坡而我也开始在新传媒实习真是的时间怎么过得这么快在新的一年里我要过得比2007更好·更快乐 (我要快乐~~)更懂得珍惜身边的人更珍惜现在看开一点相信自己相信明天会更好

2007-12-09T00:52:00.000+08:00

hello helloI'm at the departure gate now. haha. waiting to board the plane. I was too bored so I decided to pop by here. The public phones that provide free local calls aren't working! So I was quite sad I couldn't call and disturb pple. Okies, have to board now. Tata!

2007-12-08T16:13:00.000+08:00

I'm flying in 8 hours time and I have a bloody sorethroat. wth?!?! I will be fine. I will get fine!It must be the bak kut teh yesterday. The soup refill may have been too spicy for my throat. But what's bak kut teh without the spiciness!? Sigh... And I STILL wanna play mahjong and bridge and sing kbox. BLEAH. and go swimming and play the piano, the guitar, and running and cycling and err...

2007-12-04T23:42:00.000+08:00

昨天第一次见到潘玮柏感觉蛮不错。虽然不是太满意主办单位的办事能力及计划，我还是蛮享受这次的校园演唱。在我们和933的坚持下，933听众能优先进场。也因为这样，我和CCC才能坐在第一排，AA到底。这次我们已经很低调了，简直像木头人一样 - 非常冷静的坐着看表演，该high的时候才稍微有些动作。可是潘玮柏还是注意到我们-什么eye contact，握手(而且是主动在台上伸出手，要我这个在台下的观众过去握)，无言的沟通，抱抱还真有点瞎我对这张专辑不熟，也不算是粉丝却和他有蛮多的互动。送他到保姆车也是因为我(比起其他粉丝)对南大较熟所以他会从哪里进出我都大概知道粉丝却不知道没办法啦 CCC要找他签名就只好等他下来咯没什么要跟他说所以只在旁边'看戏'。潘玮柏 - 一位感觉很亲切没摆架子幽默的艺人。挺不赖的。现在在猛看"玩酷" mv及现场表演希望能抓到舞步。哈哈。差点忘了。

2007-12-04T02:04:00.000+08:00

Yesterday (sunday) was a special day and thanks to everyone who made it so special - relatives, rvnp gals, hcanoe, 03S67, ntu canoe and cs peeps. It's a bit early to celebrate but no choice. Haha. My most sincere appreciation and thanks to all of you for making my birthday celebration a success(I think?)! It's been great to see so many familiar faces again and to catch up with one another. To

2007-12-01T04:00:00.000+08:00

2007-11-30T00:54:00.000+08:00

自作自受。什么"红加绿"主题嘛，根本就是自找麻烦。逛到脚都软了也还是对星期天的打扮毫无头绪。天啊!谁来救救我!!That aside, I bought donuts today! Queued for 20min only! MUAHAHAHA. All because I was trying to waste my time waiting for wj to come. Yum yum. But I feel fat. SHIT.

2007-11-28T00:42:00.000+08:00

One semester - 4 months. One CS 322 studio project - 2 months. One film studies module - 13 movies. Time to prepare for exams - 1 week. Length of exam - 2 weeks.Amount of sleep - unknown.今天是我这几个月里第一次睡得这么多。起来时还差点以为我迟到了而朋友已在学校读书。哈哈。真是个白痴。考试终于完了。前天凌晨读完书后在朋友宿舍过夜。离开CS时突然想到今天不需要回到CS温习还真有点舍不得。考完最后一张，也许是因为做不完的关系心情不怎么样。没有特别开心也没有特别轻松。剪了头发感觉也清爽了。昨晚能在Marina Square逛街吃饭无所事事感觉有点不习惯,甚至有点空虚感。最近这三个星期每天会从Audio

2007-11-21T23:23:00.000+08:00

It's heartwrenching to see someone so young and full of energy leave us. It's so sad. I have no idea why I've been so affected by the news. Everytime I think about it, my mood just drops and I can barely pull myself out of it. I guess it's just that I think it's such a pity. The fragility of life. The unpredictability of life. Two in a day. What's the point? What's our purpose in this world? Why

2007-11-16T23:37:00.000+08:00

Out, out, brief candle!Life's but a walking shadow, a poor playerThat struts and frets his hour upon the stageAnd then is heard no more: it is a taleTold by an idiot, full of sound and fury,Signifying nothing.-William Shakespeare, Macbeth, 5.5You'll always be in our hearts.

2007-11-15T17:23:00.000+08:00

What am I doing here?I am supposed to be studying 301 but ended up on facebook and here! ARgh! I just spent a few hours on Chinese, sorting out my notes and now I'm doing this. SHETTO.My butt hurts. I think I need 2 cushions.

2007-11-08T16:00:00.000+08:00

I can only use one word to describe the past weeks - HECTIC. Filming, editing, and assignments. No time to study at all (although I can't imagine myself studying even if I have some time). So many things have happened and today, this post is dedicated to a VERY kuku and cok friend.*ahem* (CLEAR THROAT)This is a story of ONE girl named Serene. She has been complaining about her spoilt wireless in

2007-10-24T04:14:00.000+08:00

It's 4.15am and I'm still in ali's room (for those of you who don't know, that's in ulu ulu NTU). I had no intention of staying till so late but tight deadline pressures forced me to. Haha. After a brief moment of extreme sleepiness, I'm quite awake now. Probably because I just used my brains to contribute to the essay and ali's editing now.I've been sleeping real late these days cos of

2007-10-16T23:07:00.000+08:00

Guess Who??????Mr. Chairmeh left early LAA... Hahaha... $10 for 5 hours of singing and 2 soft drinks, unlimited titbits. WOOHOO!!A picture before I go!

2007-10-14T20:08:00.000+08:00

Sammi Show Mi Singapore Concert 07 - 13 Oct 2007 Indoor Stadium.A pity she was talking in Canto throughout the concert (except when auntie appeared). Amanda and Cheryl were having trouble understanding her. haha. I was translating (roughly) for Amanda while Cheryl's mum was her translator. Twl was so sick, she was unusually quiet. Mongolia's weather must have been horrible. Anyway, Cheryl and I

2007-10-08T00:04:00.000+08:00

I can't believe it. It took me so a couple of hours just to add one small little countdown. Don't look down on this small object. It managed to rearrange my entire template, making me have to redo everything almost from scratch again. By trial and error! Plus I was trying to multi task, doing my NPR assignment while watching TV. So smart.Next week's Sammi's concert. 2 weeks later is SHA. But I

2007-09-29T12:12:00.000+08:00

I've been down with a virus the past week, leaving me drained and ache-y all over. The first few days were horrible. I couldn't do anything much but sleep. The onset of a fever was unexpected. For a moment I thought I had dengue. haha. But I'm slowly, but surely, recovering. I've not been exercising or even doing my daily routine of push ups and sit-ups because I was so weak. I've grown all fat

2007-09-11T00:01:00.000+08:00

Caffeine overload!! 2 cups of Macs coffee in the morning is enough to make me terribly fainty and pukey. And I've been 'floating' the whole day. My brain seems fuzzy now. I can't digest my presentation script for tomorrow.And the reason for all this? Not doing my assignments till last minute. Audio psa due Monday, I started on Sunday night. So I have no choice but to rush through the night. Slept

2007-09-07T19:35:00.000+08:00

Bloody cough. Why me?? All I did was just to break my diet to accompany my mum to eat (try for her) Carl's Junior and the next day? I get a sorethroat which culminates to this. A Cough and runnnnnnny nose. I even drank some suspicious, vile-tasting 感冒茶 today. BLEAH. Tell me how....

2007-09-03T21:11:00.000+08:00

I watched Ratatoullie last Friday with my sister and it was good. The animation, the plot, all great. There were underlying principles that can be applied in reality, which I think we can all learn. Anyone can cook! Haha....Friday was really a drama-mama day. It started off with going down to paddle in the morning at 730am, which was perfectly fine, except that none of us knew that Mac was closed

2007-08-22T00:51:00.000+08:00

Countdown: 107 days Quote of the day: "愛錢不可恥。胡亂花錢才可恥。省錢不可恥。伸手要錢才可恥。沒錢不可恥。有錢不賺才可恥。" - 童嘉蒂《換換愛》

2007-08-17T21:51:00.000+08:00

I am super pissed off about the so-called sightings of crocs in Macritchie. How am I supposed to clock water time if Macritchie's closed? Dammit. To think I was rather motivated to paddle after watching brabants' videos. I want to practise my strokes, feel the water, feel the boat. I should have gone down today instead of resting at home. Looks like I have to settle for a run and gym session

2007-08-10T23:10:00.000+08:00

Finally term's started but I'm still feeling as slack. Probably because of National Day and the fact that there aren't any tutorials in the first week (except for DEAR ian's class). Bleah. Anyway I have a four day week! I hope it'll remain that way and not end up being a four day lesson, 7 day production week. With Ian for video production class, fat hope. I still have audio/radio production but

2007-08-05T23:25:00.000+08:00

不能说的.秘密赞! I really respect Jay Chou. His cast were great (Kwai Lun Mei was so perfect for the role), his production team is tops. He's really lucky to be able to get their help. But it's not all on luck alone. There must be something worthwhile for all these people to agree to film and it's really worthwhile. I do have some misgivings about the special effects but the sound effects are not bad

2007-08-01T22:13:00.000+08:00

Only 100 available singles of Jay's Secret??! And people actually queued up before opening hours to exchange?! Don't they have work or school? Tsk tsk. 15min after gramaphone opened, there were no more singles left to be exchanged (that's gj). Another 15min later, they had stopped accepting names on the waitlist (that's me). DARN!But a successful outing at the arcade with amanda made me happy

2007-07-31T15:06:00.000+08:00

SHE's auto session was just the first part to Sunday's events. The 2nd part was due to come at night. What else? Auntie's arrival lor... Finally she signed my photo (which had been rejected a few times) and my lyrics books. The rest practically forced donuts upon sun pa and ma, till fish was traumatised by sun ma's 'scoldings'. Haha. Auntie looked a bit worn out though. But I felt her top was

2007-07-31T14:35:00.000+08:00

If not for auntie, I would have been a SHE fan. We would be called SHE-unlimited fc. We would have queued overnight for 2 days like their fc (which is really madness). They queued overnight for the concert at Max Pavilion and then the auto session at IMM. We being auntie fans, only queued for 12 hours for the concert, and 8 hours for the auto session. And we're officially daidee addicts. We go

2007-07-24T21:24:00.000+08:00

Racing always seem to cure any lack of motivation or declining interest in me. Although I didn't compete in much events, racing over the weekend definitely made my heart racing. The yearning to train, the desire to do well, the need for pain all came rushing back. The results don't matter. As I always tell the girls, as long as we did the best that we could in that situation, it's good enough.

2007-07-20T13:32:00.001+08:00

I simply have to say that I LOVE daytona. On wednesday, me and amanda went to play daytona at some ulu arcade after supper with ms lala wong who was so dua pai to make us go airport to accompany her before she went to work. Luckily I drove there but the funniest thing happened to us!After supper (Mcs actually), I was supposed to send lala to work at terminal 1 so..... I drove out of the carpark

2007-07-18T00:46:00.000+08:00

I have middle/short-term memory loss. I can't remember where I put her hk concert 06 audio file and it's killing me. That's the reason why I thought my competition playlist sounded a bit off. I was using the 05 audio file, not the 06 one!! ARH!!Luckily I sent it to eline previously because of her darling andy lau so now she can send it back to me. Thanks so much eline!!!! You're my saviour!

2007-07-13T22:09:00.000+08:00

I am so proud of the team. They fought all the way to the end. The K4, never giving up despite the waters; the K2s, and the Ts. I'm glad to be part of it and hoped I helped in some way or another. The past few months were a blur, first with helping hx then to him leaving. The K4 had always been a difficult thing for me and fiona to teach but we still pulled through.Although I wasn't paddling, it

2007-06-27T21:04:00.000+08:00

Impossible is nothing.I am going to attempt the impossible this weekend. On sat, I shall attempt to send my korean teacher off at the airport before rushing down to bedok for competition. On sun, I shall attempt to train the hc gals at macritchie before rushing down to bedok for competition. So amazing.I am getting rather hungry now after a slice of watermelon and honeydew for dinner. I really

2007-06-20T09:24:00.000+08:00

It's the time of the year when everyone stops working and waits impatiently for the clock to strike a certain time. This year, it's 0930 hrs and I'm already prepared. In fact, everyone is ready, except for probably ali who's still rushing to work.Once the clock strikes 0930hrs, my trained fingers go into action immediately and direct my mouse over the button and click, just as in practice. Do not

2007-06-14T20:16:00.000+08:00

credits:http://www.bmigaming.com/games-sports-basketball.htm Taiwanese are so lucky to have many machines around, AND they're cheap to play! only SG 50cents! sigh. It's great for relieving stress and frustrations. Wouldn't it be great to have one at home?! But I'll prefer the chinese version with all the 三分球-s, and 两分球-s. Finally managed to beat a high score today with amanda. haha. We shall

2007-06-13T20:37:00.000+08:00

What the hell. Looks like we've really drifted apart. What can I say.It sure hurts. A lot. Like a knife in the back.It'll take time to heal. I'll always remember this.Hiding myself behind masks and armour should help. This way, no more injuries, no more pain.Man can be solitary animals. Man can survive without others.I'll prove it to all of you.This will be the last straw. Never will I allow

2007-06-07T22:22:00.000+08:00

Day Three (4 june - KL-SIN)We went across the street for breakfast and we all bought roast ducks back. haha. ccc's recommendation and it was great!! Yum yum. On our way back to JB, amanda and I were trying to tune in to my fm for ahzi's interview. I even set an alarm so I could wake up! haha. We were like antennas, pointing my mp3 player all over the place to get a clear reception. Imagine a hand

2007-06-07T21:12:00.000+08:00

Day One (cont'd).After the auto session, the others left leaving ccc, me, amanda, and cheryl to roam about before leaving for the bus station up to kl. The four of us had time to eat, walk around, buy 'groceries' (2 year supply of toothbrushes?! and contact lens solutions?!), and then took a taxi back to city square for our bus. Guess who we saw on the way! Twl!! and of course kee, pw, chairmeh,

2007-06-05T23:56:00.000+08:00

Alrights... I'm back from the msia trip. Mixed feelings I guess. You'll know why soon. Anyway, I've got no photos and videos cos chairmeh's in camp. haha.Day One:We were supposed to meet at 8am so I was planning to wake up at 630am but mr ccc decided to call me earlier. This means he was already awake and should be on time but he was late for like 40mins. Haha. Even lala was punctual (considering

2007-05-29T23:10:00.000+08:00

I did something I thought was impossible on Sunday.I drove to Geylang.For supper.And I used the car horn for the first time (and 2nd, and 3rd, and...) since I got my license.Seriously. Do people in black (ahem), ahma-s, aunties and uncles think they own the roads?Why don't people park at the multi-storey carpark which is so near? Why do the road authorities plan for the entrance of the carpark to

2007-05-26T23:34:00.000+08:00

I have a story to tell. A story about a toothless tiger who waits in vain for its prey. So here goes...One day, a toothless tiger was born and it was very difficult to find suitable food for itself. But heaven made it that even toothless tigers will be able to find a suitable prey to survive on. From that day onwards, the toothless tiger always preyed only on that particular animal.So it happens

2007-05-25T00:07:00.000+08:00

I secretly think that my mum is finally convinced to get scv. And I'm secretly glad that I think I've managed to persuade her to get the Chinese channels except for those expensive ones. Those I must bid my time. I'm secretly glad. Did I tell you that? I really am.

2007-05-24T23:45:00.001+08:00

Four days, coming to the fifth in a few minutes time. I've been trying to keep it at bay. Keep it far away from me so I can continue with my life. But I'm still entangled in its strong tentacles, pulling me back whenever I seem to have broken away. Water doesn't seem to do any good. More than 2 litres of water (together with umpteen visits to the toilet) and lots of sleep doesn't work. Why. I

2007-05-18T22:16:00.000+08:00

It was fish's birthday yesterday and we had a superb dinner at sakae sushi at Heeren's. We had buffet so I was gorging on the tofu-s, chawanmushi, gyozas, etc etc, and the desserts. No one wanted to eat so it appeared as if queen and me ate up almost all of the Strawberry Smiles. Funny name. The strawberries were so big, I had problems fitting the whole thing into my mouth.We forced fish to go on

2007-04-26T23:52:00.000+08:00

Alrights, my second post of the day because the previous was about the past. Duh. A blog's about the past isn't it? Something must have happened so I'll write about it right? haha.......I was mad today and decided to run from my dentist to Island Creamery. Firstly, my dentist is at bukit batok, near the swimming pool. Secondly, Island Creamery is at Serene Center, opposite Adam Rd Fd Center.

2007-04-26T23:18:00.000+08:00

This is a bit late but my exams are over! Haha. I didn't want to come online earlier cos due to some reason, I was a bit sian of coming online. Imagine all the videos to be dl-ed. pukes.Anyway, I am going to talk about the Music in the Air recording dunno-how-many-umpteen weeks ago BECAUSE the Mediacorp version is TOTALLY off. 15min for a SUPERSTAR?! mind you, I'm talking about an actual

2007-04-22T01:40:00.000+08:00

Why is it I always think the modules I'm taking ain't that bad afterall whenever I'm studying for the exams? Or rather, when I can focus and really study. I managed some real focused studying for the past 2+ hours and it felt great. I used to hate remaking cinema, thinking it was boring. But you know something, perhaps that was just for the first lesson. Never judge a book by its cover they say.

2007-04-15T14:22:00.000+08:00

I'm just popping by for a quick update because I have to hit the books again in 10minutes time according to my timetable. Haha. Well, it's been an exciting week. Seeing auntie dunno how many times over the wkend and now that she's in tw, I'm missing her already. CRAPS. I don't exactly have the time to blog about that. Probably when I finish my exams, I'll post some pictures instead.Celebrated

2007-04-04T23:16:00.000+08:00

Training today was satisfying. I paddled with the hc team and made me work out quite a bit. I can't catch up with the k2s at my current speed (actually I haven't tried cos I have others to look out for) so was basically with lh most of the time. The water was quite rough but I managed to put in some good strokes at times. I took my own sweet time warming up till the sets were nearly over before I

2007-04-03T22:28:00.000+08:00

It's frustrating when I seem to be the one who's trying harder to keep a conversation going. Why can't you understand it take two to clap? Sometimes I feel as though I'm too far away from them. It really brings down my morale. Why am I doing all this.Argh. I know it's hard to put words into action but sometimes, you really do need to climb into other people's skins and crawl around in it. It

2007-03-30T23:45:00.000+08:00

Some pictures from tw trip!! hahaha...amanda, fish and ps trying to look sad while sending us off....3 of us at the aerobridge to our super small plane! me looking for my 'lost' luggage at Taoyuan International Airport. Me w her at very FIRST autograph session at GaoXiong Sleepyhead on speed train from TPE to GaoXiong @ Taizhong, FengJia Night Market. Say cheese!! 'Pop' goes the weasel!! (

2007-03-29T00:25:00.000+08:00

Day FOUR (TPE-SIN):Last day in taiwan and we had a good night's sleep! Finally!!! We walked to CKC Memorial Hall, soaked in the cultural air, took pictures with lollipop, had some 豆浆油条 for breakfast. I liked the soya bean. Yummie!After arranging for our mini-van to pick us up at the hotel later, we MRT-ed over to ximending for some last minute one hour shopping. Haha. We couldn't find much so we

2007-03-29T00:03:00.000+08:00

Day THREE (TPE):After the auto session at taizhong, we slept again on the bus back to Taipei. Which reminds me - IT'S IMPORTANT TO GO TO THE WASHROOM BEFORE ANY LONG DISTANCE RIDES!! you wouldn't want to end up like me, enduring 1.5 hours with a full bladder to taizhong. hahah. So anyway, after getting a shock by our HUGE number at taizhong, we decided to queue for the tpe one at 3am. Haha. We

2007-03-28T23:40:00.000+08:00

Surprisingly, we didn't have to wait very long for the session to start. Maybe because we could walk around so long as we collected our number tags and it was raining. We took some silly photos and tried to remain super low profile. But apparently some people thought we were HongKong-ers and our accent similar to that of Twins. I'm flabbergasted. I didn't think our Chinese was that poor! No

2007-03-28T23:20:00.000+08:00

Day One (SIN - TPE):Flight 3K521 to Taoyuan International Airport. Got all geared up to proceed to the airport by... MRT. haha. I was late and my mum told me there won't be enough space on the train for us to sit. So pw and I detoured to boon lay before our journey to the east. ps, jt and amanda were so nice and woke up early in the morning to send us off. haha. Filming for '改版' vcd started. I

2007-03-22T12:11:00.000+08:00

Well well, guess where I am? I'm in mml! Why issit I only have the time to update when I'm in the lab (when I'm supposed to be busy)? Haha. Yx finished our 3rd assignment yesterday and I have to say I'm impressed. I totally forgot we had reverse shots. Haha. But she's good. She's a true ebm-er. Haha... I'm just there to boost pple's confidence. I'll be flying off tomorrow so a lot of things have

2007-03-15T12:37:00.000+08:00

Hi there,Few people read my blog so there's really no need to say hi there. Oh well. Here I am, sulking about the trip being today originally and sitting in the multimedia lab, checking on tapes while ali's doing some exporting. We still have a video to recut because ian wants interesting stories. I do know that and I've been trying to tell y forever. But you know, for some reason, I can't

2007-03-14T22:10:00.000+08:00

I'm terribly sick.Sick of everything.Sick of being the middleman.Sick of last minute changes.Sick of projects.Sick of people bugging me.Sick of the human race.

2007-03-13T01:08:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time hasn't it. I'm still me, except being bogged down by work (which effectively equates to editing and filming). Well I've had a really HECTIC week and I'm really glad to get a breather this week with relatively lesser things to do. I didn't sleep on Wednesday! I was rushing out my Chinese essay that required me to write at least 1500 words on some book. Wow, really haven't

2007-02-28T15:15:00.000+08:00

It's finally out!! [逆光] 2007.2.28 首播.and Singapore is the first to 首播!! Yay! 22 more days to the release. I like the feel of this song. Don't you dare start to say I'll like all. Some songs take time to grow on you, like 我的爱. When I first heard it, I was like.... wth?! Haha. I think 逆光 is somewhat different from her usual ballads. It's stronger and has more character. The lyrics may show

2007-02-28T00:29:00.000+08:00

I don't know what to say about myself. Disgusted. I can't believe it. Whatever. I'm a lazy arse who finds excuses for everything. Freak. What the hell. I don't even care.

2007-02-27T02:38:00.000+08:00

I don't know what to say. It's so creepy. I thought of something bad happening to her in egypt and wham, she was threatened by triads till the Singapore embassy had to be called in. This shows that numbers do not necessarily mean strength. I hope she didn't get a huge scare. I mean, there's no need to worry about her being safe or not. Just how affected she and her family was/is. May sun ma not

2007-02-21T12:06:00.000+08:00

Happy CNY!I haven't been here for some time and one year has passed already! It's amazing how quick time flies when you're enjoying yourself. I've been busy collecting ang baos before I get too old and feel paiseh receiving them. There must be a time when people stop giving you because you're simply too old right? Or rather, after I start work, do I still receive them? I don't want to start work

2007-02-07T13:33:00.000+08:00

It still feels as good as before. Makes my day great.. I met up with jt and pw at clementi after their papers and then proceeded to our fabulous airport to fetch her. I'm always happy going to the airport. Somehow makes me feel very proud of it. haha. So anyway, when the rest arrived, we refused to take out our stuff from our bags cos we did't wanna sia-sui ourselves if we failed again. haha. But

2007-01-29T21:17:00.000+08:00

I shall finally blog about Saturday's events after yesterday's sudden and depressing news. I was reading cruz's blog and I'm glad I didn't listen to his program today. So anyway, Saturday was another hectic day. What can I expect? It's still part of the CRAZY week. So in the morning, after training (a controlled 8km only) and some moving of boats, I went to vivo to meet up with amanda and eileen

2007-01-28T22:33:00.000+08:00

I actually typed a long entry abt yesterday's 933 bday bash and SHE concert with ahzi. A lot of exciting things happened but I've no mood to re-type everything out again. Xu Wei Lun is gone. 突然有点莫名的感伤，也不知道为什么. 生命就是那么的短暂. Life's truly like a brief candle. One blow and it's extinguished. Short, sudden, unpredictable. 我们不能做什么,只能好好珍惜先在."Life's but a walking shadow, a poor playerThat struts and fret

2007-01-24T04:29:00.000+08:00

It's 4.28am now, Wednesday. I just finished my rough draft of a script that should last 90seconds. Filming should commence in around 8hours time if everything goes smoothly. If not, I think I'll nearly have to split myself into two later at night. Everything must be thought of before the shoot because I have no time at the site to think things through. I have two major deadlines due within this

2007-01-19T00:32:00.000+08:00

全世界的人都以为我是因为发生车祸不能比赛再也不能跳高可是只有我自己知道真相我无法承受别人对我的期待我真的很怕我自己跳不过去我当时真的觉得只要我被车撞伤我就可以逃避这一切了还没跳我就已经输给莫名的压力了那已经是过去了所以我不想再逃避跳高我想回到田径场再次跟压力挑战那样的后悔一次就够了这一次我绝对不会再输给自己我要为自己而跳.-花样少年少女-

2007-01-18T00:58:00.000+08:00

I swam for 3+ hours today! There was actually IHG swim trng and I decided to join them for the first time. But my lesson ended early at 330pm (first time I din want a lesson to end early!) so I slowly made my way to the pool and was in the water at 4+pm. The trng starts at 6pm can???? I slowly lapped up and down the pool, slacked a bit, 'raced' this other guy while waiting for them and they

2007-01-15T23:39:00.000+08:00

Baby steps but still steps.Step by step, I shed my skin,My former self remains.I had it at first,then I lost it.Now I think my thirstis coming back to me.About time isn't it, you ask.I say good things are meant to last.I do hope you're here to stay,cos' that means I won't be slayed.

2007-01-13T00:41:00.000+08:00

Today I had Japanese food for dinner! It all started with jt going mad on Wednesday while we were choosing our sushi at Isetan (Lido). She saw all the fARbulous food and immediately arranged for a japanese-food-making session today. So we miraculously managed to meet up today in the HEAVY rain (yes I was late but the bus took like 10min to move from PIE to stevens road?!) and bought our expensive

2007-01-07T17:56:00.000+08:00

This is a bit old but still, I wanna blog about it! Haha. Friday was a special day. A frentic, cursed, blessed day all rolled into one. It started off with me going to the movies with my mum. We watched The Queen. It was quite good and I think the female lead acted rather well and 'Tony Blair' was exceptional. It provided another viewpoint to the reactions of the royal family after Princess D's

2007-01-07T17:34:00.000+08:00

I think I'm burnt. After paddling for an hour plus yesterday in the sun, I've resumed my position as Rudolph the red-nosed reindeer. With my back in the way, I proceeded to paddle using my arms only. I must have looked like a beginner. No twisting, barely any kicking. Haha. But it was fun keeping up with marcus (at times). Saw qihui they all on water too for nj alumni. Saw nio, saw the hc pple,

2007-01-05T00:33:00.000+08:00

腹大可容，容人间难容之事；开口便笑，笑世上可笑之人。因果报应 - 现今世界人们的贪富穷达，是前生所造善恶诸业决定的结果；今生的善恶行为，亦是来生的罪福报应。

2006-12-24T16:18:00.000+08:00

My 2nd post today! Haha.. Yesterday was a very hectic day so I didn't have time to log on at all. It all started last week, baking cookies, making chocolates and brewing chrysanthemum tea for her. Ok, I admit, I didn't bake the cookies. Haha. So many people touching one small dough. Me, being so STRONG, will only disintegrate the dough into pieces if I touch it. That's beside the point. The point

2006-12-24T15:50:00.000+08:00

War can bring about disastrous effects. Collateral damage may be inevitable but if it's for justice, some sacrifice must be made. Sun tze Bing Fa said something about not attacking first and waiting for the other party to attack. No action to be taken till provoked. But when we're provoked, we hit back with even greater force. We do not win. We destroy. We destroy the undeserving, we destroy the

2006-12-22T01:16:00.000+08:00

I am who I am.No need for any explanations.When the night is clearer than the day.When the first finishes behind the last.When the devil looks more angelic than the angel.

2006-12-19T01:10:00.000+08:00

I missed training again today because I overslept. I managed to miss leqi's several morning calls till she called my house number and my mum picked up the phone. It was already 930am by then and I was supposed to meet them then! Haha. But i slept at 4+ am.... so it's not exactly my fault.So anyway, I met ps at imm at almost 1215pm to go to daiso to get the gift boxes. To our surprise, the stocks

2006-12-18T03:22:00.000+08:00

Many things happened since I last updated - my trip to tw, the mad rush before my trip, changing of my hair colour, and sg garden festival. I just didn't have the time to come online. And I'm too lazy to blog about the tw trip. There were a lot of 'hiccups' that turned out fine in the end and I would have preferred to be there with my friends. At least we wouldn't need to rest our legs after

2006-12-04T01:56:00.000+08:00

It's not like I don't want to update. It's just that I had problems getting in to blogger's main page the past few days so YA! Not my fault! Hmm... Looks like by now, a lot of people have updated about vivo so I shall not say too much about that except that it was great! It was great hearing her, it was great seeing her, it was great with the right people. But some totally spoiled my day and I do

2006-12-01T01:39:00.000+08:00

Five people nearly collapsed after witnessing the rehearsal of Stefanie Sun for tomorrow's opening ceremony of Vivocity. Five fans of Stefanie Sun, whom they call as 'ahzi', rushed down to vivocity after a tip-off and apparently sprinted from one end of vivocity to the other, and around the water features at least 4 times.Below is the actual recount of one of the fans."It was around 8pm when I

2006-11-29T10:53:00.000+08:00

A pair of jeans from Desigual, a shirt from Esprit + a pair of Esprit pants and 4 $10 Esprit vouchers = 1 pair of Meet Stefanie Sun 'Live' Tickets + 2 tubes of Vapor Drops.Muahahha. Went to vivo yesterday with my mum and sis and we were in such a good shopping mood! From the equation above, I bought a pair of jeans and a shirt. The rest is my sis'.. hahah. I love the jeans! But it's a bit ex.

2006-11-26T00:53:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!!I'm super tired now but yet very happy!! I shall not spoil anything yet so I'll start with my VERY busy day!I woke up the earliest ever in, I think 2 months, at 7am for training today. Actually it's training the hc gals but still, I paddled. Haha. It felt good yet sad. Good because I had forgotten how nice it was, feeling the water and the air. Sad because my speed and fitness had fallen